Song- Sara Bareillies, Fairytale
hmm ill always love her.
& say goodbye
its honestly all over
me and beth
she finally told me
what a bad person i am and how much she cant be with me
and how much i hurt her
i derserve all the pain
because i did fuck up
a good thing
the only thing that hurts is that
i love her
and i always will
shes the only girl for that matter
person ive feel for .
but like crissie said
"nah dont cry over her, cry to get over her"
hmm there was one point where i thought i
couldnt get over her
too the point the thought of her being with someone else
shook me up
i would start shakeing
and tears would well up in my eyes
shit i caught a panic attack
when i seen her hugged up with someone .
i called her just to hear her voice
i borrowed her clothes just to smell her scent
but its all gone now .
and i guess shit happens
you have to love and forget
there will be others?
my only love is myself.
hmmm i know what i needs to do
and i vow not to chain my heart up
just because of one bad mishap
who knows what comes next ?. :]
