Song - Danity Kane , Damaged
people kill me .
on my way home i almost killed myself staring at this girls ass. X]
[ grr damn why cant she be gay ! ]
i looked over my blog
and noticed how fucking emo i could've came off
with my second post.
i want to let you know
that the razor blade is locked up in the medicine cabinet somewhere very far away.
there will be no wrist slicing tonight :]
thats soo not how i am
or ever meant to come off.
the issue at hand with this post is religion
soo i want to say this right now to all my jesus followers
[ i.e. colton]
dont come trying to eat my fucking face off :]
i at no point ,am trying to be disrespectful.
i'm just saying how i feel.
Am i suppose to honestly belivie theres a god ?
like on some real shit.
like this blue eyed blonde haired dude is my savior
pssh nigga my savior is aggyness deyn [ shes soo hott!]
i belivie all this shit was just a set up
a government conspiarcy
i sound like a hardcore punk right now
ANARCHY!. :]
but honestly though like . this nigga died came back to life like wtf ?
no real person is capable of that .
& yes i know he's suppose to be bigger than man .
he created all man.
nigga look at the evloution chart !.
theres no nigga standing on there with a thorn filled crown now is there?
religion is just something that at first
was constructed to
1) juice people out there money
2) give people hope .
thats all . it gives people something to look forward too .
& someone to look up too when shit gets tuff.
if there was a god why would
there be a genocide in dafur
why would we be fighting a poitnless war thats kills thousands of people each day .
lets not get sidetracked death is not what im tyring to get at .
people need to die , so there can be a certain equilibrium .
its a balance that needs to be set.
this all came to mind like a day ago.
there has to be something bigger than me and you
i do belivie that .
the bible to me seems like a strict ass contract.
which i cant obey because one
im gay :].
hmm i forgot my whole point
i knew i shouldve wrote this shit down !
