its not that i don't love myself .
and i thank you guys for caring honestly .
I'm way past the self hatred stage
like that was me a year or two ago & most of my childhood life.
suicidal
crazy panic attacks
zoned out
not eating much .
not talking to anyone
locking myself in my room for ridiculous amounts of times and doing nothing but sitting on my bed starring at the light bulb listening to the same songs on repeat.

like I'm long past that shit.
and i do feel beautiful
i know I'm pretty
and i know I'm cute
and have nice hair
and a cute smile
and a cute giggle
and a bad ass flirt.
and i know i have a fat ass :]


i want someone that wants to do me?

this is all mostly on a sexual level honestly speaking