lately my all source of happiness relies on these two girls
i had the Cutest girl talk with one of those two girls today
and it was interesting and informing.
we sat in Central Park Laying on our blanket eating cherry's and Chips .
good times good times.
i don't care about anything
i don't care about losing you as a Friend
because when i sit down and think about our " friendship" there isn't one .
i let your change excite me and forget about the reason why i wasn't close to you.
thanks for reminding me .
I'm scared to go see him , I'm scared hes not going to like what he See's and reject me .
rejection is the worst feeling in the world.
but now that i think fully on it . i shouldn't give a shit .
that's what insecurities do to you .
i miss the asshole. and it bothers me that i do
let's just fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck :]
dont take into consideration the title of this blog . just something random that popped into my head . lol.
