im tierd of letting it rock .
im tierd of waiting
sitting , waiting , wishing
im sounding like fucking Jack Johnson.
time has passed and i still feel the same .
like nothing is going to amount to nothing.
something is missing
i want so much
but dont know where to start
dont know where to search
or even what im looking for .
this always happens once i think ive found something
or even myself .
it all fades away .
i miss my mother .
i want something real again
i want to feel real again.
im just standing still .
i need to finish that bad book.
my little get together was poppin yesterday
thanks to the people who actually came .
we didnt even need liquor to bug out
