this has been an interesting past couple of days
have learned a lot .
and surprised myself.
i cant be in the middle of you two
i cant be your friend and speak to you
it was cute and funny at first
but were dealing with REAL emotions REAL things.
dont come to me talking about him
dont come to me talking about her
i cant do this.
i wont do this
my eyes are starting to well up
im not going to crash and burn again im not .
i wont allow myself too.
im getting trapped into yet another circle .
circles i dont need to be part of .
i have a knot in my throat . hate that feeling. its like im swallowing my emotions .all the hurt my pride my ego . . down . and the acid's in my stomach are just destroying them.
i just want to cuddle up with someone who loves me without any drama without he or she and maybe him and her . just me all me always.
where is sam when you need her shes not answering my calls.
Give me pity.
Flash
Give me strength to forget.
Flash
Give me a life .
Flash.
