i like hearing his heart beat
i like him holding me
i like the way he makes me feel
i like that he makes me feel comfortable
i like that he is awkward and cute
i like when we cuddle
i like how he makes me feel protected .
i like how he smells
i like it thats his hands are always all over me
i like how he gets along with my friends
i like how we can say nothing to each other but be content
i like the way he looks at me
i like it when he looks at me
i like how he doesnt make me feel grotesque
i dont like how he made me feel stupid today
his bad mood vibed off unto me .
i was juggling the idea of giving him a l l of me .
i think he deserves it do you?
or am i just rushing things and not being patient enough
& since he is there im taking what i see . . . all thats there standing
instead of maybe waiting for something better?
they say what me and him have is true and real
but idk. . .i dont think of it that deeply
i have love for him as he does for me has been that way since 3 years ago
who knows? lets just let shit r o c k for a minute
im sick of always being the bad one
the wrong one
when i do its "lets lynch tasha"
but when you do it , it is no big deal
and me explaining my feeling is naggin or annoying and i get the stupid face
my quick answer to this is f u c k y o u.
not talking anymore .
oh btw my thug life cousin came home safe and sound
bringing the stench of weed , outside , & his dirty ballss in with him
smfh the youth today is crazy . . . its sad what they think is " cool "
fun weekend with the girls im excited
