so its early as shit but i really cant fucking sleep.
well when can i ever its tash! . . . .
yesterday i got od od wasted like
so fucking wasted i was speaking nonsense
couldn't walk straight
my aunt laughed at me
anytime i closed my eyes it felt like the world was spinning
tim told me to hold me head and go to sleep
sleep was the last shit on my fucking mind.
im an asshole
i am a bitch
and when im bitter dont F U C K with me .
im vengeful
and mean & harsh
and a selfish little mischievous bitch.
i hurt people
i never think of anyones feelings
i listen to what my friends have to tell me .
hmm thats mostly it right baby?
i dont know what i tried to accomplish last night
i let my bitterness over look everything
and did something that was way to childish
i let you "down" but isnt that the normal
because im the devil re-incarnated guys
i tried to kiss her and try to hold her
and she pushed me away
she says it was because i was drunk
but even on a sober day
that wouldve been the same shit
Y O U W I N
have him
have her
be happy together
& just forget about me .
the only reason your a bitch is because of me
once a good girl is gone bad she is gone forever not exactly it but thats the first shit that comes to mind
The word love tastes like earwax when i think about it .
i do care but not that much & thats only because at the end your never going to choose me .
so with my vomit bucket next to my bed & my room a mess; me standing there with half a shirt dress on i screamed how much i didnt give a fuck and no one cares about me .
which in the end is nothing but the T R U T H .
crissie dont get mad at me . i just needed to see something & im not going crash and burn i have self control . . . . & freinds
i fucking poured my heart out while laying on my floor last night & thanks natt for being there for me
lmfao im such a sappy drunk .
so now where back to square U N O .
no more drinking for tash like that unless its a social event.
ahhhh & i didnt even get into how my cousins freind tried to have sex with me !
smfh.
i hate niggas !
give me appreciation
Flash
dont give me you
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give me some Tylenol for this headache
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