11.09.2008

CTLS <3

The Virgins - Private Affair



ahhhh so last night i got home around 6ish
hoping i wouldnt hear any shit
but why was i so stupid to think that
it couldve been the liquor that was still lingering in my system
idk
but i let her have it
i told my mom EVERYTHING
all the feelings that i kept bottled up inside of me .
she said her part i said mines
but at the end i was hysterically crying huggin her telling her how much i loved her & how sorry i was
and she said
" tasha how could i not love you , your my only "
i told her she should just say it more often
she hugged me tight kissed my cheek
and shushed me to bed

last night i noticed what a wide range variety friends i have
i was with my bakery as we call each other
drinking uptown.
i gave everyone a lap dance
and kissed everyone
i wasnt even really that drunk
but i was chilling having a good time
with my girls
c arla
t iffany
l ucia
s hiomara
lol everyone keeps asking me what does that mean and yeah thats what it means
meet some cool dudes
last night was fun and im anticipating more of those days to come.

i slept most of my day away
i was so damn sleepy for some odd reason.
my destinys child [ crissie & shanise ]
came threw for a while we shared some laughs
and ate some good food.

its crazy what a small ass world it is.
everyone knows each other
lmfao im still laughing at that shit carla .

it kills me how fucked up dudes can really be
no one deserves to go through half the shit she went threw
and my standpoint on him is demolished
he disgust me as a person

I am Hypbeast shouldnt joke around with me so much
niggas really dont see how fiesty i can be smh.

i think he blocked me ? what a fucking turd.
and then niggas wonder why i act the way i do?
you just keep giving me more reasons not to trust you
or even associate myself with you.
always playing a game
we are too old for that your not playing anyone but yourself honey
remember that
if you disappear out of my life i wouldnt care.
idk if your trying to test me to see how far i would go?
or just bored
its w h a t e v e r.

pink ego box is back ahhhh. :X

still acting shady smh.