11.23.2008

I'm just a girl, lucky me. Twiddle-dum there's no comparison.

M.I.A- 20 Dollar .


im suppose to get upset and cry
im but up to here with the arguing with you .
all these shady acts are fucking with me .
it all started with the whole sex shit .
so what ?!
now having a dick in my pussy is a crime!
pssshhh.
i dont have no idea what goes threw your mind.
or wtf is going with you.
im sick of telling you the same shit over and over
i give it a couple of weeks to not talk to me
then us being patched back up by sire.
because she is always the middle man
you praise how you have the least pride
but this right here and every situation that has
happened btween us in the last couple of months
just shows how much pride you do have
and how much you swallow it even for
" the people you care about the most "
dique love my ass.

people dont get how much i value friendships
i guess thats my own flaw
holding people in such a high value
then bieng left short.

dont take " not putting shit past me "
as a strike at your ego
its nothing but the truth
but you just dont see that no one does.
there is only one person that this shit doesnt go too.
thats only because she is not even my freind
i consider her family .

lets not add onto the fact that your stealing everyone away from me .
im use to that type of shit though
smh.

its purely ridiculous and childish the shit that is going on.
im done with this shit .
trying to get nowhere is no fun.

your a hoe thats why i dont trust you .
get the clue mami.
& when you say you love me
it goes out one ear and threw the other
you just
talk
talk
talk
all this cute shit that dont get to my head anymore .
im resistant to it, its whatever to me .

i miss him hopefully he dont reject me
if your my freind you know my streak of getting played this past year.

but on another note.

i was watching some old performances of No Doubt
and noticed how fucking good they were
i miss them awesome band

blah .