11.02.2008

we dont drink that bum juice pass the grey goose ma

so yesterday i trucked it all the way up to east treamont
looking like Pocahontas with a skirt on
for no damn party
because it was extremely wack
instead chilled at jeffs boys house
he is sexy but a nigga.

me and shanise were speaking about this yesterday
why do all guys at the end have to act like a nigga?

when i say nigga its not
a black person obviously

nigga - means the type of guys who dont care about shit
have no morals or meaning, do reckless and fucked up shit.
just fucks girls and leaves them or g's them and leaves them flat on there ass.

i can go on with this but i just wanted people to get a sense of what i mean when i say
" he acting like such a nigga"
this whole i have no emotion and i dont feel is pure crap that im sick of hearing from guys

i know me and any other girl can cope with what im trying to say here.

every guy i have meet this past summer has been thrown into this category
shit even some i knew for longer are thrown into this same category
and its a damn shame

hmm winter is here
grr i hate wearing coats and jackets
but i have no choice

this is going to be a winter to remember i can feel the drama
smh.