Frankie Valli & The Four Seasons - Beggin'
so on this momentous occasion. my body feels aching i have a sore throat; but still with all this
have a lot of things running threw my mind.
after me and his whole little downfall , that ended with me crying hysterically im happy we
were able to get over it . it makes me laugh now how easily he got to me more so gets to me, i
already know what to expect from him already know what im going to get but i still at the end
try to pretend and make this facade as if , its different.
new years shortly is here . & im dying for me and my friends to be reunited again as one , with our drinks in our hands screaming how much we love each other.
The weird bunch of friends that i have but i love them dearly .
im pretty much at a point were im tired of the lame labels either
you are in my life and you obtain the title you give yourself, i dont expect much
from anyone especially the ones that are barely here for me.
The key word is getting over. Treat me as some left over second rate friend thats the same treatment you will get back in return.
somethings just cant be changed & i finally got to gripes with that , its just life and im not jesus
or a fucking magican no matter how much i want things to be the way i want with certain people
its just not going to be like that . im happy with what i have now & thats pretty much all that
matter.
no more looking into my past no more comparing , complaining , analyzing . just taking things
for the way they are no explanation no reading btween the lines . i just want to light a match in your heart , have the thought of me make you smile endlessly .
make my kisses burn your lips, make you clumsy and stutter your words because i make you nervous. no regrets just plain old love at it's best and purest & simplest form no complications not thinking of what could happen or could've no labels just me and you right now, right here. whoever "you" are.
if things could be that easy.
a new year brings on new possibilities , chances and im ready to grab on to each and everyone.
Merry Christmas everyone <3
*skips away saying* 2 + 2 = 5
