here with my best friend since i was , well since i can remember here laying in the bed next to the computer stand.i hated her , let all her words go threw one ear and out the other as i always shaked my head in dis-belief saying how can you listen to her ! its not true . talked all this talk until i witnessed all of this myself. she told me things only i thought , told me things only i seen , heard , felt. She said mark my words . i cried and cried and hugged and sat and thought. my best friend is the only person that saw me walk with grace , saw me ready to sacrifice my happiness for another hear the same words that lady told me . and now ;last night of oh eight i sit here in complete awe , my eyes are starting to well up. everything she said was true and has happened and is still happening i never doubted her word just more so wanted to see my own outcome of it, and i have. you cant prevent anything from happening all you can do is prepare yourself for it. so with this i doubt nothing , just like the doorknob tells Alice nothing is impossible.
o8 was a year filled with many ups and down and no regrets ,joining of people and exclusion of people. fights , arguments , tears , cursing and lots of liquor. Endless amounts of smiles and laughter & memories . everything happens for a reason and who am i to mess with fate? .
happy new year everyone .
