i think that i deserve to smile

Born For This- Paramore.

im sitting in the middle of a hurricane.

what people fail to realize is that i dont need to prove anything to anyone but myself.
so just answer this dilligaf? (:

niggas will be niggas but when they look back and see , im already going to be gone.
im not even trying to stress anything anymore or anyone for that matter , there all just situations that are just going to keep on happening so i rather just leave it alone, i know who is there for me and who isnt and just talk a lot of shit . only a couple get excuse notes from me & thats because i know where there heart is at and i know they want to be here but just cant for whatever reason i.e. kinny bear (:


i dont know whats going on?
and honestly dont care
i just want the real shit back
i want us to be us again.
before the drama and the mess
i want it back , and im willing to work
i always am for people i love.

its cute how we are freinds
who thought it would come to this.

bre's bday is coming up and i want her to have fun and get drunk and forget about everything that is bothering her , just have a good time with no worries.

everything is changing slowly but surely and im excited

tonight going to tims party with my girls, well less for tim and more for my cuerros i love them deeply and we always know how to have a good drunken time

now time to figure out what im going to wear .