it's like something that follows me around, can't really explain it. It scares me to think about it. Don't take my emotions as some type of psychotic act out. I'm a real strange girl. I've complicated mostly every friendship i have with my emotions . So this is my plea bargain, time away . i need to get away this is my 2 weeks notice . my tears don't mean much i see. tired of the talks , awkward situations , dumb decisions , the boys & girls . my memory is getting fuzzier and fuzzier i don't really know whats real anymore . i just need a time-out.I'm pretty much standing alone.
something for thought.
I saddled up my pony right
And rode into the ghostly night
It was wide, wide open, wide, wide open
I left the only home I knew
I stayed alive and I found you
Now I take you where the water's deep
And make the air you breathe so sweet
But is it not enough to be complete? Please?
Let me give you everything you need, please?
We found a way, we found a street
Directions sweat under the sheets
And I let you have it, let you have it
But it can be a lonely place
Desire comes, desire fades
There's a bright one caught your fancy eye
It's okay so long as you stay mine
And I'm so number one that it's a shame, a shame
That you let other numbers in the game
Now I suffer for your hungry eye
Oh why must it see more than mine?
It's a light you're after, 'cause light moves faster
But when I ride again into the night
My torch will shoot flames strong and violent
And my absence will remind you of
How tough it is to be in love
And it's not what I think it's what you say, hey
And it works great for you to have your way, hey
But if the west can be a desperate place
You search all day for just a taste
Of the cold, cold water, cold, cold water
And if you think i've gone too long
Listen the sky will sing this song
As it burns up all the memories
That flow like water out of me
-cold old water - mirah.
