2.18.2009

i thrive on chaos

annoyed does not start to explain my feelings.

i just really dont care about you or the subject matter , at the end of the day i know how you feel im just a " joint" as you guys say and your just another nigga as me and my girls say.i thought that maybe a little ray of hope will beam threw but i guess not.
at least your being upfront about it.

im becoming very lenient with the people that come my way trying not to pick and fuss with them , tear them apart. just leave them as is and be happy. but no matter what size or color there being thrown at me with the same insides and its annoying me.

it drives me crazy how you can use me but when its me using you , i should be fucking be-headed.

im sick of inconsiderate freinds.
i give to you what you give to me
nothing more nothing less
so dont bitch catch an attitude because i damn sure dont
i take your bullshit as it is , and just throw it behind me like
everything else.

so spring break in miami with the hoes i call freinds
im excited , and going to make an effort
so crissie & shanise ya can stop double teaming me .

this weekend partying probably my last weekend of partying for a while so i need to make it memorable.