2.05.2009

watching the winter wither away.

im not as home as much , but im posting more often than i was when i was stuck home. which is odd . people always ask me tash what you do with your live? like im some big mystery . i just dont feel im entitled to tell you my whole E true life Hollywood story , worry about what your doing kid, dont worry about me im out here getting mines . just because im not so quick to talk dont mean shit.

this working out shit has my body feeling crazy & martial arts does the fucking same . but its cool and im actually enjoying it even though every muscle in my body is aching once i came home i had to pop some pills and take a nap and got woken up by my shaniser.

ive been contemplating on this " live life " shit & its not really for me mostly because i worry a lot about the consequences , if there is a lot of shit after the fact that i have to deal with id rather just chill to myself. there might have been some instances where i have " lived live" but i'm not trying to make it a habit.

so i talk a alot of shit, that is tash fact # 1 and i back it up if you deserve it.

im crushing hard on this chic she is adorable XD

i cant wait for spring to come , this winter shit is blowing mines.