i wanted to be that person, i wanted to rip his heart open & have all its contents spilled all over me. i wanted to be drenched in all his feelings , aspirations , dreams. Instead she got to go through the memory museum in his head.
i want someone to hollow out my hungry eyes.
no matter how accessible i may try to make myself it ends up as the same story,
Once upon a time i thought we could be something i kept my guard up but when i wasnt looking you took a shot, and sadly ever after i ended up breaking my own heart.
i dont even get bitter anymore, i just throw it behind me .
the pile is growing quite large and catching height , one of these days my heart is going to yell *timberrr* and its all going to come crashing down.
the song goes
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
each broken heart will eventually mend. . .
(someday you will be loved- Death Cab For a Cutie)
but im still waiting on my day.
its not a broken heart i have beating inside me,
more like one that has far too many scars of disappointment in graved in them.
scars
