3.31.2009

hold your head up high heavy heart.

lets blow and make a wish shall we?

that this sour taste in my mouth will fade away and this horrible knot in my throat will go down and the acid's in my stomach will break them up and they will leave my body.

good fucking riddens.

im stuck back in a ditch that i didnt even dig myself; there is no escaping.

i really dont even know where to start. . where it ends i just know that im here just wallowing.

sitting waiting and wishing

so when will all this come into good use?

when will all my questions be answered

when will someone dig me out the ditch and back into there warm arms?

so many wishes that need to be granted.


never nothing out the normal, nothing suprises me anymore, almost had me fooled but i see right threw you fool

why does every nigga wanna talk mad dirty on AIM & not be about shit when your with them in person but im frontin though right daddy?

psh i just want you for the same thing you want me for, fuck the rest. treat you the same way you treat me like a tangible object thats good for one thing ;busting a nut.

i didnt wanna go back to it but say hello to Cold-Hearted Tash

i tried playing nice and all it did was leave scars on my heart.
there is no one to keep my heart open for so its back to the old me

& oh yes she breaks hearts and backs baby.

Yellow-Codplay <3