i just dont understand why cant any guy ever be reliable enough.
hence why i trust mostly none.
even the best freinds and close friends even boyfreinds.
no matter what, it's always some kind of let down from even the most minimal situations.
& this just makes me want to ask is being reliable something that the whole male species lacks as a human being? or is it something i just keep coming across in every guy i have ever came into contact within my whole life.
they say
"The only man you can depend on is the father"
and i even find an inconstancy with that.
as he has been the FIRST male to let me down so much it has scarred my heart in ways that can't be repaired.
and im not even mentioning how i give chances , welcome most with open arms & some even legs
never throw the burden of the next nigga on your back.
it's stuck on repeat.
i'm generally speaking from experience
so is this a trait that most men in my life lack?
or an overall issue with guys?
& im going with the second choice what about you?
comment responses please (:
