6.09.2009

i gotta be by myself this time.

"Its so much easier for me to NOT be interested in someone, I like myself better that way because no man i’ve ever “been with” has made me a remotely better person but they have made me a crazy person for a brief period of time." & quote.

after having a good convo with my bestfreind she said something that makes sense

"you get attention just not the one you prefer"

which is tottaly true.

i hate it that i grow to care for people the way i do its not often when i meet someone that likes the same music and dorky movies or even the gay shit i like that most people look at me weirdly for.i open my heart so wide and sometimes i forget the consquences.

And yeah I like you but not enough to wife you But there's another girl just like you She wants to be my lady But I don't see her She wants to be my lady But I'm a free bird