6.14.2009

iv'e been holding on for way too long.



The x x Art (5:34:03 PM):STILL SHAKING YOUR ASS INFRONT OF HOODRATS?



i laughed at this for a complete 5 minutes funny yet true. after me just going through last nights events in my head and me slamming my hand in the cab door made me think of some things.ive been drinking every weekend as if its a fucking religion.
i know my liver is begging me to stop putting her through so much agony
it also skipped my mind im tired of being the cool girl that you can talk to about everything and know i understand because im somewhat of a nigga myself .
im sticking to myself.
i want something more than just touchy "friends".
but no one seems to get that .
im a helpless romantic
and all this crap just ammuses me for just so long.
i want to hear shit like this

boy (3:59:30 PM): lol
boy (3:59:34 PM): where is the love
boy (3:59:38 PM): rub it all over me
boy (4:00:10 PM): soak me in your love juices baby
ImJusteUneFille (3:59:43 PM): lol
and it come from a genuine place.
im also tierd of feeling like im getting ready to play the fucking Olympics with bitches
dudes arent shit to me i play around with them like toys for the most part
so why must girls go so hard?
the back stabbing and creeping isnt necessary
just makes you look like a un-trust worthy slut at the end so hold your title with pride sweetheart.


if i kissed you would you feel anything at all