i hate haveing this feeling , the feeling of abandonment as if i left something way before i got to even see the real
gist of it or what it is in its true essence . but i know that in all actuality its my conscious that has this thick coating of hope so it drips down into my mind leaving its marks so i like to think this and that would happen. . but it probably wouldnt or ever will
be that way , everything is always better when you imagine it.& as i let yet another person pass me by i ask myself CAN I LIVE? .
i have way too much of a big heart for this shit hence why my legs dont spread too far .
there is so many things i want to talk about i want to let free out of this cage i call a brain but its not that easy grrr.
