you are so cool you are so rock and roll
im proud of myself im growing this apathetic coating of emotion over my heart . once its open its open which is a problem i suffer from severly, never knowing how to control these sparatic feelings that come flowing out of me. i go from high to low at times people close to me often see it , and my best way in trying to explain that is since i dont fully let out all my anguish some of it stays packed in and then it becomes a melting pot ; snipets of different issues and everything just spills over into a bubbling hot mess & then its time to clean myself up
im a complicated weird girl that needs some weird and complicated love
oh baby how i wish i could belivie you how i would give you my all. just me and you something worth-while something a little bit more than amazing .
i wont let my love be colder than death.
this weekend shall be in the history books ima make sure of it .
be mine be my little rock and roll queen you are the sun you are the only one
