7.11.2009

We walked arm in arm But I didn't feel his touch

hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

That tingling inside was gone my heart grows colder with each day And my bat lightning heart Wants to fly away

i have this song on repeat i forgot how adorable it was. & how adorable she is .
its like a race i cant win no matter how close i think i might be to the finish line someone jumps infront of me someone just like me? not better , not faster. but for some reason they beat me to it .
as much as i would love to feel and care i cant because i know at the end your not going to be standing beside me & it only hurts the person who cares . i know where i stand and i get it i really do im just sick of it . feel me, but for the mean time its all fun and games that ammuse me for a bit (;

Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?