I’m trying hard not to be ashamed
not to know the name
of who is waking up beside me
or the date, the season or the city
but at least the ceilings very pretty
this week is going by really fast.the times passing so quickly and im just trying to hold unto what i have while i have it ,until its my fatal time to say goodbye.since my days are limited in this beautiful city im trying to make shit memrable no time for regrets , fuck it lets live life kids.
the only time me being "single lady shio" bothers is when those romantic moods come along and now-a-days there coming stronger than before.the more you yearn for it the worse it comes to you is what ive noticed, so no "flows" no "mess arounds" no potentials no "freinds" just me.
it's the feeling that everything around you moves so quickly but you stay sound in your safe little corner, watching everything pass by ever so gentley. i can feel the muscles in my body pulsing, contracting;the blood flowing through each and every vien, it makes me feel alive. all these words , dates , times images become jumbled in my mind. when i close my eyes its a collage of my life x10. i feel a tingle in my body & the warmth from someone elses body feels so precious
thats how i feel , maybe we are better freinds when were not sober .
