9.23.2009



its these shady acts that fuck with me , its life i know i understand it & i think i have a very good grip on reality ; but how many fogged up situations must i go through. i think life has taught me enough lessons on trust & taking risk , each one just made me more closed up,that wall between me and you is even taller ; now i have watch guards at night.

morals now a days are like trash in the street people just pass em by or throw it right on the ground even though the trash is but a few steps away.

but what keeps me up at night is the feeling of never being good enough

i dont have time to waste fuck this im making moves believe me, i can be just as backstabbing . i'm going to make life my bitch & enjoy the rest of my time here in the city that never sleeps.