Song- i want you to want me , CheapTrick
today was a pretty stupid ass day .
saturday is cleared out now.
i was laying on her lap while she played with my hair
and we oddly held hands
and when i got up i tottaly forgot who the real person was.
in my head i thought it was her
and when i looked up i was suprised not to see her big brown eyes and her stareing at me like she use too.
i guess im not over her .
she "loves" me but talks to me
as the next bitch
so i dont bother .
i thought i was the one?
im sleepy .& need someone.
