Song - Everyone Nose, N.E.R.D.
im sitting her chomping on a piece of
sour power straw , the red ones are the best .
in my snoopy pjs and my hair as big and crazy as ever.
i finally washed my hair !
im flipping through my brand new NYLON that came today
i love this magazine its the best
mix of fashion and music my two favorite things that
i breath and live for .
Scarlett Johansson is on this issue
am i the only person that is surprised as shit that she is coming out with an album?
shes dead sexy dont get me wrong and a really good actress but why does everyone think
they magically have musical talent?
but i cant shit on her completely i havent heard any of her music she can be good who knows?
i also skimmed threw some of my friends blogspots.
i have soo many friends that are extremely good at writing.
im siked asss shit !
finally june 10th
the N.E.R.D album comes out
its called Seeing Sounds
both there Singles " everyone nose" & " spaz" are fucking sick.
ahh how much i love chad , shay , and pharrell they all can get it.
there creativity is inspiring & amazing .
so im really looking forward to it .
this weekend is full of clubbin and partying with my freinds
im this newly found party girl
dubbin hard ;]
hmm what to wear . friday going to look for an outfit.
ive been really un-focused .
and i cant seem to find a certain stable position .
the insomnia is starting back up again .
i wont let it get as bad as before with the panic attacks and random emotional breakdown's
i have self control this time
i dont think i love her anymore
havent spoken to her in weeks
and im fine
i remember the days when ;one day without hearing her voice
was tortue and i couldnt function properly.
but im fine .
i just miss the comfort and the kisses.
not even as much as i thought i would.
ive been listeng to a lot of paramore this week
he told me he likes me a lot
and wants to be with me.
but i cant
i dont agree with his lifestyle
and i cant be myself with him
he doest even know the real ME.
& im stupid enough to be crushing on an asshole.
i know how its going to end
so is it stupid of me for not careing?
answer : YES.
i need new people in my life.
