i have no Internet its kindly fucked up
im going into confinement for a while.
if you need me you can try and contact me but i doubt ill respond for most.
i dont like the asshole anymore.
him haveing a penis just turns me off , everyone turns me off .
just want to be alone . unless i get the attention from the person i want .
which isnt happening so whatever
i dont care about shit anymore
and it seems to be that by the time my "mom" comes back after her latest abandonment i will not be here .
i went to the beach got a nice little tan im nice and bronzed now .
& i really want these pairs of Vans Watermelon Checkered Sk8 Highs fucking adorable .
so i will be back with lots to say have so much on my mind my brain is cluttered i just need to write it out .
ill be back when im done finding myself in a stable position again . im numb so i dont think ill fall horribly like the last time.
bye :]
