well its 12:35 and everyone basically left me to go to sleep.
I'm sitting here in my plaid booty shorts and my pink tee shirt
with the fan hitting me directly
way too hot for my liking
tomorrow its going to 103 YIKES.
damn global warming is a bitch .
I'm talking to this random guy off myspace .
and the way he is makes me think
its mind boggling in a way
hes so well involved and concentrated in his own world
he didn't find or didn't seem to feel the need to find time for girls .
his last gf was in elementary school and hes now 19
and it got me thinking how we all preach about needing someone
and wanting someone .
and having a significant other
but this guy is content
with himself and life without one .
or is he just in the inside too scared and to embarrassed of his lack of experience to bother
so he just keeps to himself and doesn't even bother trying
so is being with someone a necessity ? or something thats overrated and we are just way too dependent on someone else being the source of our happiness?
everyone wants to be loved and feel important . its just human nature .
this guys a character def. one of a kind. i want to get inside of his head and sleep in it.
today akin said im a rebel.
The x x Art (12:25:05 AM): i know you're a rebel .. but if things go as i imagin in my life .. you'll be there..
farfromthebasic1 (12:25:21 AM): awwwh.
farfromthebasic1 (12:25:24 AM): good :]
farfromthebasic1 (12:25:32 AM): and im not a rebel i want to be dont have the heart .
The x x Art (12:26:21 AM): trust me .. you are. its what i see on the outside .. its natural, maybe thats why you dont see it .. but its def. not a negative ..
thats a new one.
my weekend was fun and full of laughter.
