WHAT A BEAST !.
lmfao =]
as i go around just reading all my friends blog's
i noticed that we all have a depressed stage passing threw us
is it the end of summer and transition to fall ?
or is it our time in point in our life
where we all are out of our element and dont know what to do
who fucking knows
im not sad . just here .
not careing about most .
which is never anything new with me
but my nonchalant attitude isnt healthy
i find myself not wanting anything; as in goals and aspirations.
i feel like i cant function as well as i use too .
like ive lost all meaning and purpose .
last night i seen akin and he made my night !
i love that tall lanky man . he is the best .
too bad he goes back soon =/
bum ass buffalo pfft.
damn him for wanting to get a education
lmfao.
being at union square just reminded me how over i am with that stage in my life
all those hypebeast asshole skaters black lunged hipsters and tacky ass emo's
just annoy me .
my taste in people have totally changed .
and it was mostly with that cute dykey girl in my class .
she wasnt even that pretty and her style was out of wack
but there was just something about her that i found incredible .
she was the cutest thing in the world to me for some odd reason
too bad she had a gf =/
all the good ones are taken or just not anywhere near me !!
i dont want to whore around
i want a stable relationship a good and meaningful one .
guy or girl im not picky
my friend is trying to play match maker as usual her and her boyfriend
conspire together to try and hook me up
with people that wouldnt stand a chance
i just want someone smart that can talk
is that too hard to ask for?
i like haveing someone there that understands me
its a good feeling and i want it back !.
i promised crissie i wouldnt speak of that woman in my blog anymore so im going to change topics . =]
hmmm hopefully i get that job tomorrow ill be extremely happy
being broke is no fun .
ive been quite emotional lately
