& today at 3:35 walking home
the streets were empty , cleared , vacant.
everything at that moment seemed to be
synchronized , the stars aligned perfectly
while the brisk fall air played with my hair
i walked alone , with joy in my heart.
its something about walking the streets of NYC at night
that gets me going . . . gets me happy & optimistic
gets me
hopeful
and makes me feel beautiful
almost untouchable. . . serene like.
i didn't spend the night because i know something would've happened
after all the hormones go down and the sweat dries & my mind is back at its rightful place
i would've regretted it .
not because it was with you
but
because it was just wrong timing & i dont want you to feel things that i dont .
