i dont know what to feel anymore
im so tired
my body aches
i let everyone down

you feel used
i feel used
and deprived of something i felt wasnt important.
when in all actuality it was .
my innocence was striped from me in every thought of the way

shit happens but i didnt want it be that way
i wanted it to be at least with someone who cares & will stay in my life

its just one mistake right after the o t h e r.

i can barely type anymore talk more later.