yesterday my emotions were all over the place .
i cried myself to sleep
a 12 hour sleep.
woke up today , refreshed.
too much shit hit me at once yesterday
im sitting here with my winter socks on
ripped leggings + white tee
and howies addias sweater on
with my supreme hat
feeling weird.
it feels like everything slowy but surely is going back to old times
like this new found connection has come abroad
and the people that were there for the time being
are fading away
i dont want it be that way
it probably isnt that way
just a simple observation
that i need to speak upon
Saturday was a crazy night
an unforgettable night
it was a massacre
and im kind of over it .
my mom comes home in 2 days im no longer excited
just want her to come give me my money and clothes and phone and leave
she called me on some shit the other day
it irks me that she is still in denial
why is everyone in my family in denial
I LIKE GIRLSSS.
wth is so hard to fucking understand
i have crazy black and blues
can we say a little too ruff?
i need to get back to my shit
get back to what im set to do
ive been slaking way too much lately
not caring about my life,
or others
this weekend is my birthday weekend
im going to be 19
i feel like im so old
with not much to say for it
no need to get an attitude i just wanted to help
and im suppose to be the bitchy one
yeah ight
