12.09.2008

my heart beats faster when you open your thighs

Butterfly Girl- Dj Spinna

im feeling really inspired latley. i just want to venutre out take risk , not worry about what could happen what did happen thats my new years resolution. so its finalized this new years eve my house , need to tell the kiddies and make sure that i have enough fucking liquor i can bathe in that shit , trying to get so trashed i forget my name and wake up with nothing but panties and
my toti hurting next to to a hot guy .

These freindships of mine keep evloving and growing. old ones are renewed and many are just dying down or on life support.ive learned to deal with most of the issues and all the harsh critisms my loved ones have put on me i take it as to better myself & our freindships.

im at a overall place where im fine , im chill with myself and things that are happeneing . . . i just need some dick lmfao this whole not having a guy issue is type fucking with my mind. . . everyone i dont need or want is there so its like wtf!?This weekend i dont care if i go to those parties but as long as i have a cup of something good and stong ill be happy . tomorrow i have to go shopping for an outfit just in case we do go out blehhh.

i tend to get myself webbed in the same situations with talking too much
fuck i talk to much .
the attention is what gets me
but this mouth gets me in trouble.

i need some new eye liner

& still waiting on that drink