Money, Cash, Hoes - Jay-z
ive been in deep thought lately, spending much time alone.
i have this overwhelming feeling of just wanting to come together.
the days past faster that i can grab unto it, its a chilling fact.
now i know what i want.
and its everything that i have right infront of me, i let all these other
stupid situations kind of blind me from everything that i have right here
right now. I've also noticed that i have been way to dependent on that cup
its like my "outlet" not in literal terms but the more i drink , the more that happens.
not that i regret anything, shit happens life goes on . but the more i drink doesnt solve shit.
There is nothing sad anymore , nothing but happiness along the way.
Being bitter doesnt solve anything but its just the way i deal with things.
maybe its not the best tool but hey it gets me by . ive let evrything go
suprisingly . but these flashbacks haunt me.
i cant ever seem to strike up a friendship
just a FRIENDSHIP.
there always has to be feelings involved either side.
your cool to talk to but in all actuality your a herb.
too bad your ego has you fooled that your actually something hot
& its even worse that i enjoy the chase.
i miss my freinds terribly . everyone has there own agendas . we need to take time out
for the family very soon.
im fucking starving.
*walks away*
