10.20.2008

heartless

this has been a week for heartbreak!
its crazy
everyone i know is going threw some type of betrayal heartbreak or just overall
fucked up situations in there relationship

guys are so damn stupid
i guess he figures he needs to build a " relationship"
or more so re-establish the little bit of what he had
just because of past events

my friends said im like a dude .
and this right here proves it
once upon a time there were feelings
but i dont feel a n y t h i n g
just another guy that came and left and
came right back.

he is cool , he was cool.
but things have changed and there is no going back
aint no part 2 or 3 or 4

ugh my mom is pressuring me to leave and move with her
im kind of sick of being here and dealing with this shit.
and this guys words come into my head
" your confused you need to figure shit out"
so maybe it wont be that bad for me you know?

im just going to ride shit out because we never know whats right around the corner?